Few weeks ago has been a blast with the Lord. Like a newfound love, something to cherish and something to surrender fully into. But just like that, I found myself lost again. Between the prayers and the mysteries I found myself crawling back in the mudpool of my past. I became fully consumed of my own natures and I thought it’s a normal part of my life. But lemme tell you, it’s not. I felt haunted and desperate and after more tears with my bestfriend when I thought I could get back up I couldn’t. I felt trapped.
I don’t want to go in full detail with what happened with me last time. Just let me share what I learned.
First, every time you feel that you are so happy and safe with your relationship with God. Remember that the enemy of the souls is guarding your every move, waiting for any chance. He eludes you and destroys you before you knew it. SO, BE AWARE OF THE ENEMY’S STRATEGY.
Second, not all that feels good is good. Emotions are fragile and you can’t trust something that is breakable.
It takes time for you to trust yourself again with this matter but wait and wait for God’s restoration in your life.
I was so weak and yet I know that my God is strong. This is how He loves me :) I know He saved me yet again :)
Adelphos Band :)
Christian on Drums
Oleen (ako) vocals
Fernando (lead guitarist)
kudos to: Eric David for this shot!
Photoshoot by Eric David
Edited by Sab Ibarreta
The Turning Point
“Lord, basagin Mo lang yung puso ko hanggang sa IKAW na lang ang matira.”
Umulan ng pag-ibig ni Lord, Jesus! Ibang klaseng pag-ibig nga lang :p Bakit nga ba hindi nakakasawang umawit para Sayo? Sadyang kakaiba ang hiwaga ng pag-ibig Mo :) Hindi ko maitago ang saya pagkatapos ng pambihirang lungkot na nadama ay mas malaki pa din ang binigay Mong pag-asa. Salamat sa gabing ito at sa mga taong hinayaan Mong makasama ko :) Dahil ang pag-ibig nga naman, muling pinaalala Mo sakin na hindi dahil sa nararamdaman ko lang, ang pag-ibig nga pala ay yung handang mamatay ang isang kaibigan para lang mailigtas ka sa iyong kasalanan. Teka, ginawa Mo na sakin yan :) Lungkot? Pansamantala lang yan! Pag-ibig Mo? Pang habang buhay! …
Glorious days of leisure and play..
but not for those praise and worship members who devote their time in practicing for the songs on the service, as well as the choir members.
Not for the Sunday School teachers who give free soul food for those who need it.
Not for the Pastors who finally will be able to put into words what they have studied.
Not for God who knows a lot of people will be talking to Him.
But this is actually the best part of the week for us.
We love weekends!
JUST TO BE WITH GOD.
we sang even if we are looking like fools, we dance feeling no tiredness at all, we lift our hands as we declare JESUS CHRIST IS LORD!
MUZIKALOOB 2012: TAKING THE FRONTLINES!
i am a FRONTLINER!
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Love has a name-It’s JESUS!
Like a Fire, PlanetSahkers