Picture 1:Trying to look formal
Picture 2: Warm up for the Wacky
Picture 3: Wacky Extreme!
This is my family! My most favorite people in the world! :D
i LOVE THEM SO much and I hope that we will get to see each other again this year (and this time we will be complete, yes we aren’t complete here :p )
i praise God for this wonderful people!
The Turning Point
“Lord, basagin Mo lang yung puso ko hanggang sa IKAW na lang ang matira.”
Umulan ng pag-ibig ni Lord, Jesus! Ibang klaseng pag-ibig nga lang :p Bakit nga ba hindi nakakasawang umawit para Sayo? Sadyang kakaiba ang hiwaga ng pag-ibig Mo :) Hindi ko maitago ang saya pagkatapos ng pambihirang lungkot na nadama ay mas malaki pa din ang binigay Mong pag-asa. Salamat sa gabing ito at sa mga taong hinayaan Mong makasama ko :) Dahil ang pag-ibig nga naman, muling pinaalala Mo sakin na hindi dahil sa nararamdaman ko lang, ang pag-ibig nga pala ay yung handang mamatay ang isang kaibigan para lang mailigtas ka sa iyong kasalanan. Teka, ginawa Mo na sakin yan :) Lungkot? Pansamantala lang yan! Pag-ibig Mo? Pang habang buhay! …
God loves me! / Mahal ako ng Diyos!
Whenever I hear Taylor Swift’s songs I always find myself smiling for no reason. Second week of summer break and there’s nothing else to do but to read, write, dance, listen and talk to God. I loved everything about it somehow. But upon listening to these songs, I feel like I’ve been going to a old dimension called The Past. I used to sing these songs to someone as joyfully as I could. I still miss those times , I still long to travel with him and feel like I’m the only girl who happens to be the most contented at the moment. Well, I can’t shutdown those memories because, you see, it makes me happy just looking back but somewhere, somehow, I know this is where I should be- not alone though but faithfully waiting for some magic to happen. (I’m not just talking about the mushy stuff). During these moments, I always find myself drawn to the greatness of God, that I know He is in control and He has marvelous plans for those who believe in Him. I am very much willing to take this beautiful times of waiting because I know He is teaching me things I will never learn if I’d be hasty.
With the bittersweet take on love. I find myself crying but smiling as well because I know that there will be stripping of the unknown and mystery will soon unfold at the right time. For now, all I have to do is wait and hold on :)
Less than a month before my 18th birthday and my college graduation.
It’s been a while since I’ve written something that might potentially won’t notice any public attention, but it doesn’t matter anyway.
I really want to praise the Lord for all the awesomeness and love that He mercifully gives me everyday of my life when I thought I don’t deserve it. Life is indeed great when He is on our side. But as a human, frustrations come in different sizes and variations. Usually people around me stresses me out.
My Thesis-mates are pathetic, I was late earlier and they bombarded me with foul text messages that made me cry. I wasn’t mad at them though, but I was really affected. When I got there, I just stared at them and prayed for self-control.
My family won’t support me with my birthday celebration though I appreciate my mother’s effort to raise P20,000 for my concert party this coming April 3. I’m kind of disappointed with my titos and titas cause they won’t even ask how the preparation is going, though I know this will be the challenge for me. It’s my idea after all! And I’m glad I am the one planning my own party :)
I still love the people around me though sometimes I feel a little from them. God has supported me along the way and with my plans, I am claiming victory for His hands rest my plans.
Geoleena del Rosario
Honestly, I’m supposed to be NOT talking about this matter. I’ve been holding back for as long as I can remember about this thing. This thing that only made me broken, this thing that once made me forget the beauty of living for a while, this thing that kept me asking, “How long will I wait?” I entrust everything to the Maker knowing that He will give me the right one when the right time comes-when He knows I’m ready.But it doesn’t mean that the longing will be gone just because I want to. I’m a human being with emotions and I’m not the one who knows how to put things in proper perspective with just a snap of a finger.
I love you, I know I do. I am in love with you but I don’t know who you are. Sorry if I always put my heart in places where it shouldn’t be, I just want to feel, I just want to love :(
I am waiting for you. This night, I am praying that you are happy where you are. As God is preparing us, I know the longing will always be here but one thing’s for sure.. This waiting has a magestic purpose. I love you so much and tonight I want you even though I can’t see you physically.
Listening to some contemporary love songs and RNB pop music leaves me unsatisfied. Why? Because these things are preaching us what love should be but the truth is we are tired of all this world is offering us. Making out, breaking up, finding love one after the other, thinking all things should be controlled by our filthy thoughts and emotions. You enjoy the melody, you get the glitch of the music, you feel your heart saying, “Oh, that’s so me.”
Is this what love should be? Is this all we can offer?
there’s more to life than just to practice what the media is telling us. So, if you’re tired of the game and wants a real love-a love that lasts, tune in to God and tune out to the world. It’s not easy but it’s worth the wait and it’s wonderful!
Meron akong gustong ibahagi sa inyo.
Ng mga nakaraang araw, nagkaroon ako ng pag-iisip na kailangan ko talaga ang ibang tao para maging masaya ako. Dumating sya. Hindi sya, isang Kristyano, hindi sya gwapo.. Pero pinapasaya nya ko at alam ko hindi sa paraang kaibigan lamang.
Kinakatok ng Panginoon ang puso ko. Pero pakiramdam ko mukhang kaya ko naman na mag-desisyon para sa sarili ko kaya hinayaan ko lang na maging mas malapit kami sa isa’t isa. Nakikinig naman sya sa tuwing nagke-kwento ako tungkol sa Kanya. Masaya daw syang kausap ako at ganon din naman ako.
Kinatok ulit ng Panginoon ang puso ko. Ngayon, ramdam ko ang dagugdong nito.
Kinausap ko sya at sinabing medyo nagiging mabilis ang mga pangyayari at ayoko na maulit pa ang dati. Hindi dahil sa natatakot kundi dahil ayoko na ulit gamitin ang katagang “Plano naman to ni Lord.” Dahil, hindi.
Naniniwala lang ako na may nakalaan para sa bawat isa. Alam ko na lahat ay kasama sa plano Nya pero hindi kasama dun ang abusuhin ang iyong sarili sa aspeto ng emosyonal at pisikal. Maling-mali.
Alam ko lang na ayaw na ulit ng Diyos na masaktan ako, Naramdaman ko ang mahigpit Niyang yakap na nagsasabing. “Geoleena, wag ka ng umalis sa tabi ko at ayoko ng masaktan ka pa.”
Kung kamusta na kami ngayon? Magkaibigan pa din kami. Pero sa ngayon hanggang doon na lang muna. Pinapanalangin ko pa din na isang araw makita din Nya ang kabutihan ng Diyos sa buhay nya.
Sinubukan ko naman syang balikan eh, ako na yung gumagawa ng paraan para magkita kami ulit. Pero sabi nya, mababaliwala lang yung sakripisyo namin. Nangako na naman ako sakanya at sa Diyos na hinding-hindi ko na uulitin yung pagkakamali na yun. Pero, mukhang sya, sya na yung nagpakita ng kahinaan na nag-gigive up na sya. Gustung-gusto kong sabhin na sana bumalik na sya, miss na miss ko na sya sa totoo lang..
Sya padin ang gusto kong makasama sa habang buhay, araw-araw pinagdadasal ko sya, na sana maging maayos na sya at bumalik na sya sakin. Pero nagtatalo ang puso at isip ko sa kung anong dapat gawin. Sabi ng isip ko, tama na daw pero yung puso ko, sya pa din ang hinahanap.
Kaya nag-decide ako na wag na lang umasa, pero ang totoo mahal na mahal ko sya talaga.. Di na ko aasa na mamahalin nya ulit ako katulad ng dati pero hanggang nabubuhay ako, at nararamdaman ko na andyan pa sya na nabubuhay, ang alam ko lahat ng sinabi ko lalo na sya lang ang mamahalin ko ng ganto, hindi yun magbabago.
Di na ko aasa na mababalik pa yung dati, wala na kong pakielam kahit kalimutan nya na ko ng tuluyan.. Pero hindi yun dahilan para hindi ko sya mahalin. Mabubuhay ako ulit. Kung babalik man sya, sana sa mga pagkakataon na yun hindi pa huli ang lahat, kung hindi naman at nakahanap na sya ng iba, mukhang wala na kong magagawa don.